I’ve been bathing myself in sunlight more often these days, and after a little research I also started taking St. John’s Wort. The capsules taste a bit like dirt – yum! – but it’s worth it if in a few weeks I’ve fully shaken this devil from my back.
The writing course has been going well (I’ll post a story here soon). I’m learning a lot, and it’s been helping to get me motivated again. I take the train into the city every Monday just as the sun is going down, and walk the few streets down to the used-book store where the class is. I pass a lot of wine bars and fancy restaurants and shops on the way there, including a bridal shop that changes the dresses in the window each week. I walk by and try not to drool on the glass; the expensiveness radiates from every beautiful bit of lace and tulle. Ah well, I can dream.
Joe has his first gig with the new band in place for the 17th! Very happy for him and all the guys he’s playing with; the musical ball is rolling once again.
Now it’s just time to get my own ball of inspiration up to speed.
Life feels at a standstill right now, which can be frustrating. But I won’t stop pushing on. The next stage will be here before I know it. I need it.
Goodnight, friends. 🙂