the holy thrumming of the fan
in our bedroom is chanting your
lullaby in protective undertones.
I am cozy, staring into the poised
bassinet that will hold you just less
than cocooned to me in ten short weeks.
I practice knowing the smell of you,
I stay up later than I’m barely able just
to shake hands with the exhaustion
we’ll happily lend a room to.
and you – you are practicing self defense
beneath my flesh; to you, the only world there is.
I could make tiny wishes that you’d some day
tell me what my heartbeat sounds like from the inside:
glass-smooth jazz, a jagged pop beat?
I like to imagine my writer’s heart
beats like the honey of a romance novel,
appreciating with intensity every soft thump of life.
I question that you’ll read my work
(hold it high as Hamlet held Yorick’s skull)
hold it up to the light and memorize every vein,
test it for disease – or else wave it away as novelty.
at least do me this favor, son: read every word.
chance it. swallow it down and throw it up if you must.
this is your story, the most important I’ll ever write.
Beautiful!
Thank you, Mark! 🙂
fluid. It carried me away floating 🙂
Thank you so much!
Oh my god honey this blew me away. So beautiful.
You flatter me. ❤
“swallow it down and throw it up if you must” yesyesandyes
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Really taken by this one. Thank you for sharing
And thank you for reading, D.C.! I’m glad you enjoyed it. 🙂
Beautiful 🙂
Thank you 🙂
realy enjoyable
No wonder you’ve been on my brain for the last several days…you’ve been singing your mama song!
This was absolutely gorgeous, Nicole. I giggled and cried throughout :
“you are practicing self defense beneath my flesh” ….so good!
Your writer’s heart will only grow stronger after he is born. I wrote my first poem for my daughter…just today! It only took me 20 years 🙂
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You always seem to sense these things, my beautiful friend 🙂 thank you so much! I quickly clicked your link and read your poem and holy crap….I am lucky to be surrounded by such talent, seriously. It only continues to motivate me!! Xoxo
You motivate ME!
I do sense things though…I think I may have even knew when this little guy first surfaced 🙂
WOW, I loved this! I especially resonated with this line:
“I like to imagine my writer’s heart
beats like the honey of a romance novel,
appreciating with intensity every soft thump of life.”
Thank you so much, Egypt!! 🙂
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Very beautiful and touching!
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WORTHY of the thoughts of a new mother.
Thank you so much for sharing this, Jonathan.
I may just be a potato, but we know a good poem when we see it. You win.
Thank you, Mr. Potato 🙂
Hahaha! 🙂
This was absolutely beautiful. I just got immersed in the poem. The description, the writing, it was all really good. I loved it!
Thank you so much!
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Nice .. You’re really into your writing. ! 2 thumbs up
Very heartfelt, really enjoyed that 🙂
Beautiful tribute and welcome to your son! 🙂
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Lovely!
Thank you!
🙂 Beautiful
This is fantastic! I loved the heartbeat description
at least do me this favor, son: read every word.
chance it. swallow it down and throw it up if you must.
this is your story, the most important I’ll ever write.
– simply lays down the love of a parent. it is beautiful. congratulations!!!!
Thank you!!! 🙂
I love this
Wow! I loved everything about this…the concept,the words..excellent!!…
Its simply love..
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A lovely poem on pregnancy. Full of hope and anticipation.
Lovely. I had to reblog this.
Thank you so much for sharing this, Simon.
Nice btw
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Wonderful work.
Thank you so much, Racheal.
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Beautiful!
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#Imaginative
Amazing!!!!!!!!!! I really felt deep in it
Beautiful!
Loved it
“glass smooth jazz, a jagged pop beat?”…. love the description
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This is beautiful!
Thank you so much, Dee!
you’re welcome hun!
Beautiful
Thank you, Haley. 🙂
Nice! 😎
What beautiful words, and a wonderful expression of a mother’s bond to her child, and the wishes she has for them!
Thank you!
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Beautiful poem…I’m sure your son will inspire you more and be your biggest fan as mine is for me 🙂
Thank you, Ansumani! 🙂
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So lovely! Beautiful❤️
Beatuful, indeed. Motherhood is bliss – from conception on…
I like to wish that one day you’ll tell me how.y heartbeat sounds from the inside. Absolutely amazing line.
Thank you so much, Kayo.
You are welcome
Thank you!
You inspire me….
lovely…
Thank you 🙂
Oh, my, I know this well. I stood in that same spot in a room (though it was winter and there was no fan) with a cradle (instead of a bassinet) and reflected similarly. Beautiful words.
It’s been a surreal experience so far, Mary. I can’t wait until my little one is here and it gets even better! 🙂 I’m glad this brought back some warming memories for you. Thank you for reading!
People talk of the immense effort momhood brings along. They forget to mention the enormous joy, incomparable satisfaction and the love that seems to tear through your heart! It’s bliss!!!!
Very sweet words. Hopefully when he turns from fetus to boy and boy to man you will document via poem too.
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Beautifully written!
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Just simply superb…
Beautiful..
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This
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I am in awe of what i just read. To follow it with another word – ‘wow!’
Thank you, George!! 🙂
This is really beautiful, it has captured the essence of a mother’s love, which is saying something.
Thank you, enigma. I really appreciate that.
Wonderful poem. Will be there in memory for a long time, I am sure!
Osum! Loved it!
just…wow!
Beautiful!
You have the mother thing pegged! I don’t think I have ever heard it put so beautifully before-great perspective!
Thank you, Lisa! You are very kind!
oh I loved this! Beautiful piece. Thank you for sharing!
beautiful
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someday I’ll have even more to say & write
This is really beautiful. I’m new around these parts and just started looking for people to follow. Yours was one of the first. Awesome poem. Love it.
Thank you so much! Welcome to WordPress! I’ll be sure to follow your blog. 🙂
Brilliantly maternal.
awesome 😊
Beautiful.
❤
Emory
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Amazing poem. Very nicely written.
Thank you!
Wow! This was perfect!
I love it!
A wonderful poem. Refreshing subject choice also. 🙂
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Very cool!
No words can describe the beauty of this piece of art!!!!
Its too beautiful
Majestic!! 🙂
❤️❤️
Beautiful!
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Wonderful, Nicole. Congrats on being Freshly Pressed. Well deserved.
Thank you so much, Amy 🙂
This is beautiful…
Awesomely beautiful
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this was really strong. ❤
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“this is your story, the most important I’ll ever write” This line was the one that hit me the most, this sweet poem makes me so excited to be able to one day dedicate my life to raising my kids. I wish you the best of luck with your baby boy once he’s here!!
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Love it 🙂
So excited to see you “Freshly Pressed!”
Congrats ❤
Thank you so much! ! 🙂
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yes.
impressive writing, dope words..
Amazing! Loved every line of it! 🙂
Thank you!!
so beautiful it can melt any child down. (;
god bless x
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This is wonderful….congratulations on FP!!
Thank you so much!! 🙂
So beautiful! Wow
yes yes yes!!
Feel free to follow me, I am a new blogger 🙂
Beautiful. My daughter is expecting her first baby, so I’m connecting as a grandmother to be. Thank you. Inspires me to write about whatb I am feeling.
Congratulations, Babs! That is wonderful. Thank you for reading ❤
Just lovely!
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Amazing!
Beautiful ❤
Beautiful!
Wow! Truly amazing
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beautifully written
Very truthful
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Poetry is taking over
Had me reminiscing on my days as a mother with a newborn; clueless to a new being yet familiar with what is naturally inside me. Beautiful!
That was a great poem.
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I wanna cry now and hug my baby, thanks Nicole for this lovely moment, ur talented
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Sweet.
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Amazing piece, one I’m sure your son can enjoy- will enjoy.
a nice lyric
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Good stuff. I enjoy to read it!
Excellent
Beautiful words totally mesmerising
I felt immersed in the story, its beautiful!
-HQ
For me, the first three stanzas are exquisite….absolutely exquisite. “cocooned to me….practice knowing the smell of you…I stay up later than I’m barely able just to shake hands with the exhaustion we’ll happily lend a room to….” Just amazing words put to the absolutely beautiful experience of birthing and having children. I am many many years your senior I’m certain…(look at my About)…but I remember so clearly walking down the street so slowly, big encumbered, so ready to have my child…sciatica making me hold my back…being passed by 80 year old men on the street, and smiling a huge grin — so incredibly happy knowing what was to come. This is truly beautiful. I’m so happy I came upon it. I shall enjoy following you! Hope you’ll take a peek at me…I am so new to this….and enjoying immensely. “Use your words” was a phrase I said so often when our children were 2, 3, 4 — when they would utter those high pitched screams or whine: “Use your words” — and here I am now, following the same moniker! Bravo for this beautiful beautiful piece!
Lillian, your comment made me smile! Thank you so much for stopping by. I’m so glad you enjoyed this piece. Congratulations to you on raising your own children! I am so excited to join the motherhood club. I will be following along over at your page as well. Xoxo
Wow that is amazing 😉 it made this prego mama cry tears of joy of course.
Thank you, Krystal!! As long as they’re joyful tears 🙂 congratulations!!!!
Thanks girl 😉
This is so beautiful!! Having had the great privilege of being a mum 6 times over your words truly resonated with me and touched my soul. Thank you and God bless for sharing, it was a wonderful blessing 🙂
That is so wonderful! Congrats to you on playing mommy to 6 children! Thank you for your kind words too, I’m so glad you enjoyed this 🙂
It was wonderful to read thank you 🙂 Have a blessed and beautiful rest of the week and keep up the great work 🙂
This is good poetry. Much is not.
This is beauty ❤
Getting ready for your son’s entrance into this world. You are loving him and coaching him already. Tying his outward journey to his (now) inward journey and wanting to know, later, what the inward journey felt like to him (your heartbeat) and promising him things to come in his outward journey. Very nice.
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Beautiful! I just wrote about my baby girl too and then stumbled across you blog. I love it
I’m not a mother but you’ve captured motherhood with such visceral passion.
beautiful poetry!
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Nice one
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Heart warming #Sonia Singh
Bless this poem it is so beautiful.
Thank you, Rena. 🙂
Beautiful and very touching..
Beautiful
Nice poem, I enjoyed reading it;
Love love love.
This poem is really astonishing! I never really like poems, but this one is really good!
Its so beautiful 🙂
Amazing. Loved every bit of it.
Beautiful !! 🙂
Really lovely.
Thank you, Diana 🙂
Amazing..beautiful…
Thank you so much.
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WOW! This is great! I could never use words that well! Thanks for sharing!!
I love good prose poetry and, frankly, there are not a lot of poets that pull it off. This was a nice poem. It had a sweet and nurturing message of love and relationship. Its lines were filed with meaning fanciful rather than adjectives firing for effect.
Thank you very much, S.W.! I’m glad you enjoyed it. 🙂
*meaning rather than fanciful…*
Nicole Marie, I am a poet mama as well, and have found that my boys themselves, are the greatest poems I will ever write. Everything I have I give to them, and in the process of trying to mother them, and trying to give them every good thing, the way they turn out – the gifts they bring to the world, the courtesy they show and the ability to know my heart and give me gifts that floor me… they leave me speechless. Thank you. This is absolutely gorgeous.
Thank you for such an amazing comment, Liesl!!! You sound like you have the mama thing down – congratulations on being blessed with such lovely children. I can’t wait to be able to share similar experiences with my own son. Thank you for reading, I’m so happy you enjoyed this piece. 🙂
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beautiful
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This is so beautiful, so raw. This sounded like my heart, and to relate to another writer’s voice is to know that you’re not alone. Left me blurry eyed. Just beautiful!
Thank you so much!!!! I’m sorry it took me so long to respond to this – motherhood has me on my blog less and less! ❤
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